I'm sorry for being more than you expected,
more than you realized,
more than you bargained for.
I'm sorry for disappointing you,
for not being perfect.
I'm sorry you said you loved everything about me including my flaws
and when my flaws came into focus they were too much for you.
I'm sorry you were overwhelmed.
and unprepared for the raw and true being of who I am.
I am sorry for things I said while I was healing,
for overreacting from fear
and for projecting my past onto you.
I am ever so grateful for the lessons I have learned,
the healing that has occured,
making me stronger and bringing me back to myself.
I am so grateful to finally have expereiced a love
where I felt cherished, wanted, needed,
where love is shared and reciprocal.
It is truly a gift.
I am not sorry for the love that I feel for you, my inability to stop loving you,
The power of how I feel and how it manifests.
I only wish you could meet me halfway on that breaker of desire and truth...
where unconditional love and fulfillment meet,
where expectations vanish and culminate
into the reality of Two Souls combining into one.
Beyond limitations, beyond control, beyond fear
Evolving into an inspired love of the ages:
Unstoppable, unconditional, uncontrollable, undefinable, and free...
This has been an inescapable year of change for everyone...
full of varying degrees of highs and lows with plenty of much needed time alone to reflect on the past and the future...
Looking back on 2020 and forward onto 2021:
(and leaving Politics and the Virus out of it)
What are the postive things that have and/or will come out of this past year?
What have you learned about yourself?
What have you learned about others?
What did you need to let go of?
What did you need to change in order for you to move forward?
What cycles/patterns needed to change?
What self limiting thoughts had to go?
Who had to go?
What have you healed?
What are you looking forward to?
What are you grateful for?
Where will you go from here?
~Hearts In Balance~
I have been prompted to do a live Reiki Healing session, Button and link below!
When his true self comes out,
Her loves comes up to meet him...
And the love they share becomes free...
Sculpture by Nino Orlandi
Funny thing about puzzles...
All the parts are so very different.
And yet some are similar and you think they are the same,
But each has its own unique and subtle shape and color.
So much more interesting than if they were all alike.
Ever think about how they all work together?
How each piece has its place?
Each and every piece having a unique position,
A different job...
None more important than another.
Without each other they don't seem like much.
They compliment each other,
They are stronger...
So much more powerful together than alone,
Creating such a beautiful picture,
When they finally come together,
They are complete.
Much like the Earth...
A beautiful tapestry of different colors,
Animals, landscapes, oceans, and people...
Imagine how powerful we will be
When we finally stop separating ourselves
And come together...
Funny thing About Puzzles...
And you and me...
Politics is like dating.
Politicians tell you what you want to hear so they can get what they want from you.
When they are done they move onto the next target.
Remember that person who told you want you wanted to hear and it all turned out to be lies?
Do you prefer pretty words and pretty lies?
Or someone who may have a poor bedside manner who may not tell you what you want to hear, but will do what they say, and do what is needed?
I had an orthopedic doctor like that when I broke 6 ribs skiing.
It was the scariest time of my life. They literally did not know what to do with me, as most people do not break 6 ribs at once much less one in two places and all at the lower back, so I was a guinea pig for what they needed to do.... Literally!
I did not like the Doctor. He was very abrupt, rough around the edges, callous and didn't care about my feelings one bit. I called my doctor crying asking if they could find me someone else, but they said he was the best so I just needed to hang in there.
So I did.... and everything worked out, thankfully.
Life is much like that.
Look at the records of those making promises.
Research and Look DEEP.
Does their voting record represent you?
Do they even represent what they are saying to you?
Is the Media speaking the truth? Or cutting and pasting things to get you to react a specific way?
Don't get led around by your feelings as that is how you are being manipulated...
Do you really hate those people you have never met?
What if what you are being told is false?
What if what is being said about YOU is false?
Stop taking things at face value and focus on what helps you NOW.
What is MOST important to you RIGHT NOW?
Is it ONE issue? Or MANY?
Freedom to take care of your family as you see fit?
Having the Money to do so?
Or restricting the rights of others?
How can your beliefs and fears be used against you?
Are they now?
Start questioning it all right now...
Try looking at things from ALL angles, not just your own.
Understand that anything you force upon others can and will boom-a-rang and come back to be forced upon you in the future.
A simple look at history will show you that... and eliminating history will not help us learn and grow from it.
Stop judging others and start focusing on what you can do LOCALLY to help others...as well as your family.
Consider how your judgement of others comes from your past and experience or fears, not the person you are judging.
Consider: What if you are wrong....
About who and how others are?
about what you assume others think...
What if they are wrong about you?
What if the death of others is a result of false information you did not investigate?
Are you ok with that responsibility?
Slow down and go inward...stop reacting and focus on how you can help others, even and especially those you disagree with..
THAT is how you change the world.
Photo by bruce mars from Pexels
Twin Flames, Lightworkers, Star Seeds often get caught up in EGO based thinking that we are above others... and this is where we get lost and off our path.
If you feel everyone else needs to wake up and realize you are the one true leader or the one with all the answers, you are missing the point.
There is no leader.
There is not ONE way to get to Unconditional Love, and if you are honest with yourself this Judgement of others is not unconditional love...it is blocking your path.
This is you thinking you are better than everyone else, which is not love...
it is EGO.
Think about it:
Are you separating yourself from others, trying to deem who is worthy or not?
Is this not Division?
Is creating Division creating love?
Or is it creating hate, fear and division?
How does one get from a 3D to 5D mindset?
By thinking you are better than others?
Or through Unity?
How does that path to Unity work?
Love, Patience, Perseverance and being an Ambassador of Unconditional love for ALL is how this works.
Perhaps it is time to finally realize the truth:
We are the BRIDGE...
As the Bridge to Unconditional Love. we must be able to Connect to 3D and 5D...
Not just one or the other.
You cannot have your head in so high in the clouds that people cannot reach you, and you cannot be so grounded that you are stuck in the mud that you are buried underground and hard to reach...
You must be firmly rooted in both 3D and 5D to access BOTH sides, much like a Bridge is attached to two separate entities.
How else can people get from one side to the other?
There are Billions of people on this planet and no ONE person can appeal to ALL of them.
There are people who will resonate with you who do not resonate with me and vice versa,
yet we are all heading in the same direction...
Helping to bring others to a state of Unconditional Love for all is a team effort.
People are at different places, yet all need a bridge to get to where they are going.
No one bridge is better than the other...
Because the most effective bridge is the one that is closest to you...
Now, do you see?
We are the bridge...
To Unconditional Love.
Have you noticed Twin Flames, that you have been shown CONTRAST lately?
Recent reconnections with strong soulmates have shown what you do not want... and why?
How you simply cannot settle if you truly love yourself?
Despite the fact these strong soulmates will have similar traits to your TF, you are now less willing to accept less from your TF than you deserve that does not serve your Union.
You are also seeing the things you have in common with your Twin Flame that makes your Union simpler, easier and smoother that you may have taken for granted.
Family Templates are being recognized and acknowledged for clearing as well as toxic patterns to be cleared.
These things are part of the reason it will never work with anyone, else and why it will only work with your Twin Flame.
It has been a busy emotional few months hasn't it?
Expect a few surprises and of course many more lessons in the upcoming months...
Your path to Union and what you need to do in the upcoming months should be much clearer now...
Keep up the good work, and stay positive...the best is yet to come!
True Love is forever
It is not for the weak
It comes unbidden
Not when you seek
This love is a Fire
Burning through all your needs
Healing your soul
Bringing you to your knees
You cannot escape it
You cannot deny
This love is never ending
Between you and I
How would you like the upcoming year to be?
We all know you should go with the flow, but sometimes you need to have a direction you would like to flow towards...
This year, write the script for your life: Focus on writing down what you desire for the upcoming year.
When you write down what you want you bring your desires more into focus as well as letting the Universe know what is is you truly want and where you want to go.
Don't be afraid to think big, and do not worry about how your desires will manifest, simply focus on what you would like to see come into your life.
To get started:
Be sure to state all in a positive manner, only focusing on what you desire.
Once you are finished place your list in a safe place, that you can refer to later in this year.
This is where you "let go and let God."
You may be surprised how productive and beautiful your year has turned out and what you have manifested without even trying!
Enjoy, and as always:
I get a lot of messages from Higher Self when I walk.
Today was about Forgiveness.
Many people find it easy to forgive others.
Some not so much, but struggle and finally figure out how to do so.
What many overlook is the one person you MOST need to forgive: YOURSELF.
Lack of forgiveness is to hold on to anger, to hold onto fear, to hold onto the past, all of which hold you back from your true purpose and true potential in life.
So look into your past, what do you need to forgive yourself for and repeat this to yourself:
I forgive myself for the bad choices I have made in my life.
I forgive myself for not being perfect.
I forgive myself for judging myself and others.
I forgive myself for the times I have been week.
I forgive myself for not doing my best 100% of the time.
I forgive myself for lashing out in anger.
I forgive myself for my reactions.
I forgive myself for allowing things to happen as they did.
I forgive myself for my mistakes.
I forgive myself for letting others and myself down.
I forgive myself for not trusting my inner knowing.
I forgive myself for not putting myself first.
I forgive myself not staying on track.
I forgive myself for not reaching my goals, I can set new ones.
I forgive myself for being afraid.
I forgive myself for not doing the right thing.
I forgive myself for hurting others.
I forgive myself for procrastination.
I am sure there are more, feel free to list them or what you need to forgive yourself for... and set yourself free.
Repost December 10, 2016
In order to truly love all and be love:
Stop hating those you imagine you disagree with.
Stop judging others.
Stop attacking others.
Stop calling others names.
Stop assuming the worst about people.
Stop living in fear of what "could" or "may" happen.
Start Living in the NOW.
Start being grateful for what you have, instead of focusing on what you do not.
Start looking for the POSITIVE in people.
Start getting to know people; ASK instead of TELLING them who they are.
Start healing the parts of you that need healing.
Start to focus on YOU and what YOU can do better.
Focus on your gifts: How can you Help others?
People and their actions do not make you angry.
The wounds within from your childhood and your past that you have not healed make you angry.
Lack of accountability for your feelings makes you angry.
Placing the blame for your anger on others makes you angry.
When you have healed your childhood wounds and are whole within,
not much will make you angry,
What people say or do will not make you react to anger when you know yourself,
because others cannot define you or control you.
You control yourself and your reactions when you are healed.
Those on a witch hunt will always find a witch,
whether one is truly present or not...
Read that again,
because you are being pushed to go on witch hunts on a daily basis.
Do you believe every single thing you are told about someone you do not know?
Or do you look at all the angles, gather all the information with an open mind,
and make your own decision?
What if the tables were reversed?
What if you were attacked and hated for things you may not have done?
Do you consider why you are being pushed to a certain conclusion
without taking the time to look at all of the evidence?
Are you even considering the evidence? Or Blindly being followed where you are led?
While you are judging others, have you considered...are you perfect yet?
Let that sink in as you hate your fellow man...
Whom you have not met...
Perhaps instead of joining in a witch hunt,
Go home, get to work on yourself, and make your life great!
All the rest will fall into place...
Stop looking for Evil Witches and start looking for love.
Many Lightworkers and those on the Twin Flame journey often talk about “Oneness” “Becoming whole” the “journey back to self” and “releasing what no longer serves you”.
While many seem to somewhat grasp the periphery of these concepts, many miss the bigger picture.
So let’s break this down.
What does it mean to be “whole?”
To be whole is to be complete.
Something that is complete does not need anything else. To not need anything else means it is perfect just the way it is. When you observe a flower, you notice the beauty of it and see it in its wholeness without being distracted by all the parts of it. You accept it as it is, and that it does not need anything else to make it better.
“Oneness” is very similar. To Be One is to be whole and complete within yourself. In the case of a couple or a group, means all are complete and whole together, while being separate.
In a bouquet of flowers, you see a group of flowers that are lovely together, without worrying about if the rose is better than the peony or the Lily; you simply accept them as they are. All have different colors and as individual flowers are beautiful, but together are amazing as well despite their differences.
In order to become “whole” and have “Oneness” requires a ”Journey back to self.”
Our journey is to heal the parts of us that keep us back and prevent us from becoming whole. This journey requires hard work and realizing hard truths about yourself and how you view the world. It requires going into your past and healing those things about you that hold you back, while learning to accept the parts of yourself that are not perfect.
“Releasing what no longer serves you”, helps to move you forward on your path. But what does this mean? What are we releasing? We need to release bad habits, relationships, jobs, self limiting /sabotaging thoughts, thought processes, lack of self worth, etc.
Now take these concepts one step further.
To do the above is to be independent on your own and not need anyone.
What does that look like?
It means you do not need others to take care of you, that you are self sufficient and can take care of yourself. This is an important point that many seem to be missing. To be independent means you can feed, clothe and afford yourself. When you can do all these things you feel better about yourself. When you feel better about yourself you can love yourself and when you love yourself you can love others. And when you love others and yourself and are independent you are a more productive member of society.
The more productive you are the more you can help others.
Helping others is why Lightworkers and Twin Flames are here.
People used to teach their children how to take care of themselves, how to contribute to society and that there are consequences for their actions.
For example at age 7 I was able to change my sisters diapers, clean the house, feed and clean up after myself. Does this mean I am smarter and better than others? Of course not (that would be your EGO making you feel insecure), it simply means ANYONE can do this too. How many people today teach their children how to take care of themselves? Teaching your children to take care of themselves and simple things like helping out around the house does many things: it gives them a sense of accomplishment, knowing they can do something well. It helps them feel a part of the family and like they contribute. It gives them a sense of well being, and discipline. They learn Consequences when they do not contribute or do something wrong and are punished for it which is important for their development; not to mention learning boundaries and to respect others and following simple rules to keep order.
To teach your child to be independent of you is the greatest gift you can give them. Why? Because you are teaching them to be “Whole” to be “One” with themselves and not to NEED anyone including you/ This is important when you consider they should be able to take care of themselves should something happen to you.
Society has been moving BACKWARDS in this regard.
People have become codependent, needing others to take care of them. Not just for food and shelter, but to make them feel good about themselves. They also need someone to need them and love them so they can feel worthy.
This is NOT a healthy environment for anyone.
We have people who do not contribute to society and want others to take care of them. We have adult children who cannot take care of themselves. We have adults who need love so much they do not allow their children to grow up. We have children who feel rules to not apply to them, that they are the center of the universe, and that everyone needs to cater to their every whim. These children fall apart when they do not get their way or disappointment occurs.
The need for others to take care of us and give us what we do not give ourselves (self love) creates the perfect opportunity for those who want to control others to thrive and prosper. If they can make you dependent upon them for what you need: they can control you. If they know you cannot or will not take care of yourself they own you. While many who are awake do not fall for this, many can be manipulated if the situation is right.
The above brings us to today and where we are now.
We have people who are trying to control us.
They have successfully divided us, and are preventing oneness by manipulating us into thinking it is a bad thing to be separate or different, while at the same time trying to tell us we all must be alike.
We have been made to feel we cannot take care of ourselves and need someone to take care of us and have even successfully convinced us we cannot take care of our own children.
People have become passive aggressive bullies insisting that if you do not believe as they do you are wrong.
Those who wish to control others have taken advantage if this desperate lack of wholeness, Oneness and independence to try to fool us into thinking we need them.
Many are so desperate for love they will accept anything at face value. If someone says pretty words and tells you they will take care of you, they must love you!
For decades People have used this scenario to try to set up a situation where all can be controlled. The Masses have been groomed for years that to be independent, self sufficient, successful and whole is wrong.
People have lost their moral compass and connection with Higher Self that tells them what is right and wrong.
There has been a battle quietly building between light and dark and this election is the culmination of all this.
What we see now are people awakening to their own power and independence stepping forward. Like it or not what you see in the world represents a need for change from the status quo. A return to basic values of Independence, Wholeness and Oneness.
No one is perfect, but we need to become beholden to no one, and willing to take the slings and arrows to bring us all forward to where we should be. Look for TRUTH, and understanding instead of the need to be right. This is how you fight people want to control us and prevent us from being strong and independent and successful, from being Whole.
Lightworkers are here to set us on the road to Oneness.
While many can see how this applies to a one on one situation, many miss the big picture:
The more you can take care of yourself, the more you can love yourself and not worry about what others think. The less you care what people think, the less they can control you. The less control people have over you, the more Independent and Whole you are. The more Whole you are the more you are in Oneness with yourself and with those around you the easier it is to accept them for who they are.
The more you are In one with those around you, and the more you can accept others for who they are; the better off the planet will be, and the more it will heal...
... which is after all the point, is it not?
If your Love could hear what you say about them each and every time you speak, how would you speak differently? What would you want them to hear? How would you describe them?
What you speak becomes, so pay very close attention to what you think and say to create the best possible outcome...
The way you see people things and life is a choice...
including how you choose to react to things.
When we react, it is due to something negative we need to heal within ourselves from our past...
The key is not to blame others for our reactions and feelings but to go within and root out what causes us to blame others for our feelings and why we choose to give away our power in this way.
Blaming others for how we feel is not being accountable for ourselves and our reactions.
In order to grow and move forward in life we need to be able to balance ourselves, our reactions, and our life.
We will always see what we WANT.
What do you WANT to see in the world?
Hate and Oppression?
Or Love and Abundance?
Choose wisely, the choice is yours.
I choose LOVE.
Respect yourself enough to know you deserve the very best.
You deserve to be loved.
You deserve to be treated well.
You deserve to receive what you give.
You deserve to be first.
You are worthy of respect.
Who you associate with is important.
Who you surround yourself with is important.
Who you learn from is important.
What you hear is important.
What you say is important.
How you feel is important.
What you learn is important.
You get what you pay for.
When you love yourself and realize your worth, you understand what is for your highest good and the good of all others.
Only then will you understand:
You deserve the best in everything, and mediocrity will not do...
Because YOU are important.
You are worthy.
Love yourself, by choosing yourself.
"She never revealed her affection for him.
He never put his feeling into words.
Yet, the greatest love, that which she ignored and he avoided, connected their hearts - their souls.
He feared commitment, she feared intimacy, and both feared they couldn't be who the other needed.
So, for years they neglected it - rejected it - choosing to live lives of lies trying to love others.
But such intense feelings never die no matter how hard you smother them with pretense, and running away can never free you from the inescapable.
Eventually, the love they fled from will conquer them.
After all, that's what love does - for better or for worse."
May 10, 2017 G. Lynn Brown - Flash Fiction Author
Family Templates and the Fears and Insights Regarding Them are up for Release; What you Can do About it.
Many may have found yourself emotional the past few days as you are being pushed to heal and release thoughts, feelings and fears and anxiety related to family and family templates.
Take the next few days to relax and get some "ME" time.
Let those feelings and emotions come up through and out, as well as any insight you may be receiving; such as Your Higher self, Angels and guides telling you to let go of these elements of your past, so you can move forward with your future.
You may feel Pain, Blocked or sluggish from your heart Chakra to your Root Chakra.
Take slow DEEP breaths and let them out quickly pushing out with some velocity.
You may have noticed that when your soul wants your attention DEEP emotions come up to give you little clues of what you should be focusing on, letting go of and to get you back on your path.
Consider staying off Facebook and turn off your TV, and your phone for a few days, as ALONE time is very important.
Forgiveness, not just of others but of yourself is important here so do not beat yourself up or get caught up in a spin-cycle of regret and blame.
I highly recommend Reiki to help you release, as well as to get outside and walk/hike/run 30 minutes to an hour, Journaling, and a healing salt bath with essential oils and Meditation Music and drink plenty of Alkaline water.
Be sure to release what comes up that no longer serves you.
If you have questions, need a recipe (see below) or need help with any of this, please contact me.
Recommended Essential Oils for bath, on bottom of feet, behind your ears and in diffuser:
#heartsinbalance #comingintobalance #Reiki #Essential Oils #Doterra
Many misunderstand "speaking your truth" and take it is a license to be rude and obnoxious.
It it not THE truth if you say what does not need to be said, or if you are trying to make the other person bad or wrong, it is simply YOUR truth, and to be honest, not nice.
If someone asks if you like the food they made for you,
it is insulting to say: "I would never have that again, to be honest. (insult)"
You could perhaps say instead: "It was so different (truth), was there a secret ingredient in there?
I really loved the Apple Crumble! (another truth)"
Learn to play well with others.
This does not mean you have to agree, but be wise enough to show respect (in this case for the time they spent to make you dinner, feed you and their desire to spend time with you) while considering how your words may impact them.
"Speaking your truth" is not shoving your opinion down the others throats, or passively aggressively making projecting comments, or thinking they have to think as you do, and if they do not they are wrong.
It is one thing to be straightforward, yet another to be hurtful.
Learn to recognize social cues, and appreciate the differences in others as this is where you learn and grow as a person.
Often, when you disagree; you may find later on with experience that you actually do agree once you gain experience and perspective.
Wisdom comes from experience...and perspective.
Sometimes speaking your truth is having the wisdom to be kind in spite of disagreeing with someone.
Can you take a step back and speak from your HEART, not your head?
Simply waiting to respond, or not responding at all is the wisest and most loving thing you can do.
And we all want to be wise and loving, do we not?
Choose to be wise.
#coming into balance
I look for the best in everyone, I try to help as many as I can. I often throw out ideas and have opinions or questions about things without judgment, and often play devils advocate just to make people think.
What people choose to make of that is their choice.
The more healed we are the less we react to what others say or do, as the only thing we can control is our reaction towards one another.
Understand that your reaction is a sign of what you need to heal within, and yours to fix, not everyone else's problem to tiptoe around.
When you truly love people where they are at, and do not worry about the opinions of others, you will have a whole new level of freedom.
People who are constantly taking what you say out of context and trying to see you in a negative light do so to make themselves feel better, it is not for you to worry over.
Those meant to be in your life will be there and love you no matter what you say or do, so always be authentic, and speak your truth.
This is how you love yourself, by being yourself.
Being "offended" is JUDGEMENT, and says more about the one who is Offended and what they need to HEAL within themselves than the Offender.
Our job is to focus on and heal ourselves and learn to control ourselves and our reactions: not to Judge and Control everyone else (lest we begin to think we are perfect and above reproach, which is NOT Love or Light, but casting darkness upon others. and in truth Projection of our own fears...)
When you are Love and Light what others do does not bother you in the least, because you know it is none of your concern, out of your control and truly not for you to worry about.
When you understand Energy and how it works:
That you attract what you are
and you are not currently attracting what you want
Simply change your vibration
to the vibration you wish to attract...
This Spiritual Journey has been an amazing one back to myself, becoming whole and realizing who I was meant to be. This Blog will be about Reiki, Spirituality, Love, Twin Flames, becoming healthy balanced and whole and all that I have learned along the way. Channeled messages, spontaneous poems, scribbles and memes will be mixed in.